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“Comfort with Discomfort”: How a Capacious Minds Fellow Learned to Sit with Uncertainty

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“It’s challenged me in ways I didn’t think I could challenge myself before. I’ve experienced things that I never would have thought I would experience in my four years at college.”

Connor Melehan T’28 is talking about Capacious Minds Fellows, a pilot program launched by the Kenan Institute for Ethics in 2025. An experimental year-long fellowship designed by former civil rights lawyer and choreographer Brooks Emanuel, Capacious Minds Fellows asks students to expand their minds — and even their notion of what a mind is — through activities centered on embodiment, play, and wonder.

If it all sounds a bit mysterious — that’s the point. The fellows never knew exactly what they would be doing week by week.

One session that focused on movement exercises put them well outside their comfort zones — even the students with backgrounds in dance.

“There were a couple shared glances between everybody in the group, like, ‘are we really doing this?’” Melehan jokes.

Two students moving in tandem in a dance studio

But he soon found that he gained a lot of “comfort with discomfort” as he said yes to new experiences, week after week.

Through cultivating open-mindedness — and sharing experiences in which everyone felt a little vulnerable — the fellows developed unusually strong bonds with each other.

“The program evolved from building these ‘capacious minds’ to having really insightful conversations and growing as a group,” Melehan says. “We’re pushing each other to grow, be it through shared values or even the areas where we disagree.”

This not only made the students more comfortable disagreeing with each other, even on topics they felt passionately about, but encouraged them to lead with curiosity — and always put the other person’s humanity first.

“The way you value them the way you care about them, and them being another human being always supersedes any sort of disagreement,” Melehan says.

His experiences started to influence his decisions outside of the fellowship, too. For example, he chose a living situation where he would have to practice speaking Spanish during a summer study abroad program.

“When I had the choice between a homestay or a residence hall… I thought, ‘you know what? Why not the homestay?’” he says. “There’s a wealth of growth in that discomfort.”

Through intentionally slow-paced activities and weekly reflections, Capacious Minds Fellows also helps students practice attunement — to others, to the world around them, and to themselves.

During his second semester in the program, Melehan realized he was rethinking his path at Duke.

“I spent the first three semesters at Duke trying to make myself look as good as possible for law school applications, when I had zero desire to be a lawyer,” he says. “You end up so busy that you don’t give yourself the time to actually think about why you’re pursuing something or if you even want to pursue it. 

“And I think that’s one of the most dangerous traps that exist at a school like Duke,” he continued, ”where you come in already feeling behind. And so you pour all of your time and energy into catching up…until you have a second to breathe and realize, ‘Wait, I don’t want this.’”

One day, while studying for the LSAT in his dorm, Melehan suddenly thought, “Wait, why am I doing this?”

He closed the book, looked at the wall, and thought for an hour before he realized, “This isn’t what I want to do. I need to keep digging.”

“Capacious Minds has qualitatively changed me...It’s made me more comfortable with the unknown, and more excited to pursue areas that can propel my growth.”

While Capacious Minds Fellows didn’t give Melehan the answer to that question, it did give him the confidence to sit with uncertainty until he could figure it out on his own.

“Capacious Minds has qualitatively changed me,” he says. “It’s made me more comfortable with the unknown, and more excited to pursue areas that can propel my growth.”

Call for Applications: Capacious Minds Fellows

Capacious Minds

The Kenan Institute for Ethics invites undergraduate students to apply for a year-long fellowship program for the 2026-27 academic year, Capacious Minds Fellows.

Please note that the deadline to apply is Aug. 30, 11:59 p.m.

PROGRAM

Capacious Minds Fellows aims to help undergraduate students develop “capacious minds” through engagement with expanded modes of thinking including:

  • Embodiment, via movement practices that reveal how our entire physical beings are involved in thinking—not just our brains;
  • Wonder, through interaction with the rest of the natural world; and
  • Play, as an open-ended, non-linear way of engaging with each other and the world.

Through these practices, students will learn to better attune to themselves, each other, and the rest of the world, in hopes this will help us treat ourselves, each other, and the rest of the world better. As a part of this attunement, students will develop an ethos of curiosity about others’ experiences and perspectives.

This fellowship seeks to complement the traditional academic ways of thinking and learning that students develop in the university classroom. It is a part of Capacious Minds, a KIE program that launched in the 2025-26 academic year.

COMMITMENT

Capacious Minds Fellows are expected to participate in weekly 2.5-hour sessions over the course of 12 weeks each semester, fall and spring — a total of 24 sessions over the academic year.

Fall semester sessions are scheduled on Wednesday evenings 5–7:30 p.m. and will run on the following dates: Sep. 9, Sep. 16, Sep. 23, Sep. 30, Oct. 7, Oct. 14, Oct. 21, Oct. 28, Nov. 4, Nov. 11, Nov. 18, and Dec. 3. Dinner is provided.

Spring semester sessions will be scheduled after taking the Fellows’ availability into account.

Students are expected to attend all sessions. In some cases, students may be able to miss one session per semester after prior communication with the program director.

These sessions represent the bulk of students’ commitment. Generally, students are not expected to do significant reading or other work in their own time that would be in any way comparable to a course workload. However, during some weeks, students will be asked to read or listen to materials, or engage in conversation or other practices, outside of session for up to 1.5 hours.

Students must also submit short weekly reflections.

As this program is only in its second year, fellows will also be asked to help evaluate the content and structure of the program and suggest changes for future cohorts.

After completing the program, Capacious Minds Fellows will also be eligible to apply to be Fellowship mentors/facilitators for the following academic year.

ELIGIBILITY

All undergraduate students are eligible to apply.

AWARD

Fellows will receive $500 after successfully completing the Fall and Spring semesters of the program (for a total of $1000).

APPLY

To apply, please complete the following Qualtrics form. In addition to providing your name, Duke Unique ID, class year, and your availability to attend the scheduled sessions in the fall, we’ll ask you to write thoughtful answers to seven open-ended questions.

The application deadline is Aug. 30, 11:59 p.m.

APPLY HERE

CONTACT

If you have any questions about this program, please contact the director of the Capacious Minds Fellowship Program, Brooks Emanuel, at brooks.emanuel@duke.edu.

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Brooks Emanuel has backgrounds in both (1) dance and choreography and (2) civil rights law, policy advocacy, and legislative and political work. He obtained his J.D. from NYU Law and his MFA in Dance from Duke University and has both performed at Symphony Space in New York City and drafted petitions to the United States Supreme Court. Among other roles, Brooks has had the great fortune to work for both Stacey Abrams (Georgia House Democratic Caucus) and Bryan Stevenson (Equal Justice Initiative), as well as serving as public policy director for Planned Parenthood Southeast. A large portion of his work in these realms focused particularly on challenging the injustices of the criminal legal system and protecting voting rights. In the dance world, he has performed with Michael Mao Dance, PearsonWidrig Dance, Beacon Dance, and Several Dancers Core, among others. In his current work, he seeks to bring all of these experiences to bear.

At the Kenan Institute for Ethics, Brooks creates and implements both curricular and cocurricular programming for undergraduates around radical imagination, expansive thinking, and strategies — including embodied and artistic — for changing the world. In addition to his work at Kenan, Brooks facilitates embodied movement workshops for social justice practitioners and creates performance works that investigate humans’ relationships to each other and the rest of the natural world.

This Summer, Follow Our DukeEngage Social Media Ambassadors

DukeEngage group programs are underway! Through DukeEngage, a program of the Kenan Institute for Ethics, Duke undergraduate students spend eight weeks working with community partners in the United States or around the world.

This summer, we have launched a social media ambassador program, so you can follow along with our students as they experience DukeEngage!

Follow the DukeEngage Instagram (@dukeengage) to receive dispatches from DukeEngage Brazil, Bolivia, Uganda, Panama, South Korea, Washington, D.C., Boston, France, and the Duke Marine Lab.

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These students will be posting about their experiences on the DukeEngage Instagram this summer! Top row, left to right: Talyn Reasin (DukeEngage Panama), Felicia Adizue (DukeEngage Brazil), Virginia Caballero and Cecilia Tao (DukeEngage France), Emma Eisenhauer (DukeEngage Uganda), and Reese Ritter (DukeEngage DC). Bottom row, left to right: Sophia Zheng (DukeEngage Boston), Minerva Tames Mejia (DukeEngage Bolivia), Charlotte Wang, Alayna Hu, and Jackson Kitts (DukeEngage Marine Lab), and Vanessa Yeh (DukeEngage Korea).

From Duke to Tribeca: Four Questions with “Scene on Radio” Host John Biewen

The newest season of the documentary podcast “Scene on Radio,” produced by the Kenan Institute for Ethics at Duke University in partnership with PRX, is an official selection for this year’s Tribeca Festival. Titled “The News,” it focuses on the current state of the media in the United States and how we got to where we are today.

How did Duke become the home of this acclaimed podcast? 

In this edited interview, “Scene on Radio” host and producer John Biewen talks about how he ended up working and teaching at Duke, how he developed a podcast that takes deep dives into big issues, and why he’s happy to be at the Kenan Institute for Ethics.


Sarah Rogers: How did you end up at Duke after a decades-long career in audio journalism?

John Biewen: I arrived in Durham and at Duke in 2001, but I wasn’t working for Duke yet. At that point, I was still working in the public radio system for American Public Media. The Center for Documentary Studies provided me with office space, and after some conversations with Tom Rankin, who was CDS director at the time, I became director of the audio program in 2005. I managed to create a job for myself that I liked even better than the one I had — being employed by a university to produce audio documentary work for the public radio system. I was in that job for 18 years, and it involved teaching audio documentary courses to Duke undergrads, graduate students, and continuing education students.

In 2023, I was lucky to move to the Kenan Institute for Ethics, doing similar work to what I was doing at CDS; namely, producing “Scene On Radio” and teaching Duke courses in Documentary Studies, Ethics, and Journalism and Media.

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John Biewen poses on the red carpet at the Tribeca Festival in June 2026. Photo courtesy of John Biewen.

SR: When did you come up with the idea to launch a podcast, and how did it evolve over time? 

JB: My whole career had been producing for public radio programs and networks, but there were a lot of constraints there in terms of time and format. And then with the explosion of podcasts after “Serial” (2014), I realized, okay, you can have your own thing, with editorial control and creative freedom.

I had this idea to do a season on whiteness and white supremacy, because of some things that were happening in the world and some things that had been nagging at me for a long time. “Seeing White,” our second season, came out in 2017, and that really shifted my thinking about what “Scene on Radio” was and what it was going to be. 

That was the result of two things. Certainly, the response was not what I expected — the very tiny audience that “Scene on Radio” had in 2016 grew by ten, twenty, fifty-fold. And then also just how satisfying that work was, and how much I learned, and it was like, oh, I could do this, because of the wonders of the podcast series format, where it’s roughly akin to writing a book. You spend a year and a half or so doing a whole bunch of research and a bunch of interviews, and take listeners on a journey through a very big and complex topic.

It was really a gift that there I was, in my 50s, and it was like, oh, this is a different approach to the work that I just love. And it became, from that point on, these deeply researched, season-long series on huge and audacious topics.

SR: How is producing audio documentary different from traditional journalism?

JB: One definition of documentary that I like — it’s not mine, somebody else said it — is, “Documentary equals journalism plus art.” I don’t know if the definition encompasses documentary, but it’s a useful one.

There’s the research and the reading, and setting up interviews with experts and with regular people, and writing and editing the script, and working with the team, but maybe the most pure joy that I have in doing this work is in the crafting of the audio. You’re sitting there moving sound around on the screen, and deciding on the pacing, and which piece of music to use, and exactly when to bring it down, to the tenth of a second, to make the experience for the listener as inviting as possible. That’s my absolute favorite part of the work. 

SR: How do you see your work fitting into the mission of the Kenan Institute for Ethics?

JB: I’ve long been interested in this tension in the documentary world, where there are people who are absolutely committed to doing documentary work that is addressing issues in the world, and then there are other people who are just primarily interested in working with the form, and they’re not so concerned or are maybe even turned off by the idea that you’re trying to make the world better. Obviously, it’s a spectrum — it’s not just two camps.

But I have tended to be, for the most part, in the first camp. Ethics is just everywhere in the issues that I’m exploring. It’s really at the core of a lot of the work that I’ve done for a long time, which is — how do we create a society in which people can live together and create a better world for ourselves?

So yeah, Kenan is absolutely a fit. It’s an absolute honor to be associated with this place, and to have my work associated with that mission.


Call for Applications: Justice Lab Affiliates and Fellows

Justice LabThe Prison Engagement Initiative at the Kenan Institute for Ethics invites undergraduate students to apply to become 2026–2027 Justice Lab affiliates and fellows.

Please note that the deadline to apply is April 30, 11:59 p.m.

PROGRAM

How can students at a university like Duke provide services to incarcerated or recently incarcerated people? The goal of the Justice Lab is to centralize, systematize, and improve Duke’s volunteer offerings for undergraduate students. This project was developed in tandem with the student group Duke Justice Project.

It focuses on the following areas:

  • Tutoring of incarcerated students (for GED/HiSET exams) at Butner Federal Corrections Complex
  • Support for the re-entry population in Durham, including leading resume workshops and academic enrichment for the children of adults attending evening programs (e.g., through StepUp Durham)
  • Participation in re-entry and support circles through the Religious Coalition for a Nonviolent Durham
  • Expanding tutoring initiatives through partnerships like the Petey Greene program


COMMITMENT

There are two ways for students to get involved.

Justice Lab Affiliates

Affiliates are the core of our work. They commit to volunteering consistently with one or more of our partner programs in a way that fits their interests and schedules. This work is relationship-driven and requires reliability, especially for programs like tutoring or re-entry circles. This is an unpaid volunteer position.

Justice Lab Fellows

Fellows take on a leadership and coordination role. This includes organizing schedules, managing communication with partner organizations, ensuring trainings are completed, troubleshooting logistics, and helping shape the direction of the program. Fellows also collaborate on a year-end report reflecting on how Duke can more effectively engage with incarcerated and re-entry populations.

Justice Lab Fellows will be paid at a rate of $18.50/hr and will average 3 hours of work per week. We expect fellows to begin working in August 2026.

ELIGIBILITY

All Duke undergraduate students who are enrolled in classes at Duke during the 26–27 academic year are eligible to apply. If you are a graduate student who is interested, please write to Nicole Schramm-Sapyta.

APPLY

If you would like to be involved in this program, please fill out applications at the link below. If you are applying to become a fellow, you do NOT need to apply to become an affiliate as well.

Justice Lab Affiliate application

Justice Lab Fellow application

Please note that the deadline to apply is April 30, 11:59 p.m.

CONTACT

If you have any questions about this program, please contact Nicole Schramm-Sapyta at nicole.schrammsapyta@duke.edu.

Duke Prison Teaching Opportunities

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Illustration by Yunyi Dai.

The Prison Engagement Initiative at the Kenan Institute for Ethics is proud to offer three opportunities for teaching incarcerated people. Faculty (including non-regular rank or visiting faculty), staff who teach as the instructor of record at Duke, and PhD students who are ABD are all eligible to join these prison teaching efforts.

OPPORTUNITIES

1) Lecture at Butner Federal Correctional Complex
For two years, we have been running a regular lecture series at FCI Butner, a federal prison about 30 minutes away from Durham. Instructors deliver one-hour, dynamic lectures to a room of 40–50 incarcerated people, typically on Wednesday evenings. Lectures have spanned a wide variety of topics from different disciplines across the humanities, sciences, and social sciences.

2) Teach a 6–8 week workshop course at Butner Federal Correctional Complex
Together with Duke’s Center for Teaching and Learning, we have developed a “Certificate in Ethical Inquiry” that incarcerated students can earn if they take four non-credit workshop courses taught by Duke faculty or graduate students. These workshop courses consist of weekly seminars of about two hours, normally held during the day, for six to eight weeks. Subjects so far have been in writing and the humanities, but we welcome workshops on any topic that incorporates a relation to ethical inquiry, broadly conceived. Instructors may coteach if desired.

3) Teach a Community College course at Johnston Correctional Institution
In partnership with Johnston Community College and the Laughing Gull Foundation, we are proud to offer the first opportunity for Duke faculty and graduate students to teach credit-bearing courses at a correctional facility. Instructors will teach a semester-length course at Johnston Correctional Institution, which is around an hour commute from Durham each way. Instructors will be hired as adjunct professors at Johnston Community College (JCC) to teach a general education course based on a syllabus provided by JCC.

ELIGIBILITY

All teaching opportunities are open to all faculty (including non-regular rank or visiting faculty), staff who teach as the instructor of record at Duke, and PhD students who are ABD.

COMMITMENT

1) Giving a lecture as part of the Butner Lecture Series is a two-time commitment: new lecturers must attend one lecture before giving one themselves
2) Teaching a workshop course at FCI Butner is a commitment to teach a six-to-eight week non-credit course composed of weekly, two-hour seminars.
3) Teaching a community college course at Johnston Corretional Institution is a commitment to teaching a semester-length course and commuting to Johnston County, around an hour drive from Durham each way. The exact schedule of meetings will be determined with the instructor according to space and staff availability at Johnston Correctional Institution.

COMPENSATION

The Butner Lecture Series and the Butner Workshop Courses are volunteer positions. Instructors teaching a community college course at Johnston Correctional Institution will be compensated for this position at a comparable rate to teaching an adjunct course at Duke.

APPLY

If you are interested in any the prison teaching opportunities, please fill out an application form at this link.

Apply Now

CONTACT

If you have any questions, please contact Jac Arnade-Colwill, Prison Engagement Initiative Graduate Assistant, at jac.arnade-colwill@duke.edu